Sunday, July 25, 2010

a little changes in my life..

yo~~
lma x buka blog ni.hemmm,rindu plak.td sa bru blik dr bndr.berjln2 ngn fifi n ain.driver tu mmg wajip la ami.hehehehe.syg jgn mrh k.adoi~~lapar plak da~~.
mo tau apa yg brubah dlm hdp sa??haha....
sa beli blouse!!!yay~~~klu org yg x knl sa,diorg akn ckp mcm ni.."so???"..hehehe..but those who know me...n understand myself...diorg akn ckp cm ni.."waaah!!!nana beli blouse?(sambil sentuh dahi sa..mo cek smada sa demam atau x..)wehehehe...but u knw what my mom said..."alhamdulillah.....jgn lpa blikan ntk mama skali k..eh..beg tangan ada x?.."...duh~~~...that my mom...ala mama..beg tangn tu....next level k...ni bru stage beginner ni...blm thp intermediate lg...haha..bg sa la kn...ntk berubah...knala prlahan2...bt pa mo rush...bukan dlm pertndingan pon...hehe..
many people said...wah..."nana brubah sbb ami kn"....well...honestly..NO..haha...i have my own goal in my life...n one of them is to change my life...to be the better...like...jahat ke baik...cm tu la...haha..but bnda yg konform sa x buat ialah...pki make up(kcuali tym kwin n kena paksa)..pki jeans(kcuali dlm rumah la-jeans yg dahulunya pnjag d pndkkn hngga paras lutut..hehe)..sa rela pki bju kurung yg payah bjalan drp pki jeans yg mcm nangka masak kna balut..BUT...alasan sebenar ialah...to make my parent happy...diorg mmg x happy tngk sa mcm llki...i know that..lg stu..diorg x ska sikap sa yg kurang matang...like..ermm...klu org prmpuan mcm sa ni(yg da nk msuk 22 thn)biasanya ddk rumah..bt krja rmh...tp sa..bt krja rmh tu mmg sa bt...but ntk ddk diam d rmh tu...erm...x suka la...mati keboringan la jwbnya..huhuhu...ntk hlngkn boring...sa lepak ngn pemuda kg...well..nma pn tomboi(not anymore la..)..apa la pnduduk kg tu ckp ngn parent sa bla trnampk sa lepak mcm tu....cian parent sa...huhuhu...msti durg sedih kn...sori....huaaaaa....
for this coming holiday(cti hari raya 2 minggu)..sa blik sabah..soo i want to challenge myself...hrp2 misi sa brjaya...im not kid or teenager anymore...im an adult...susahnya ntk trima word adult ni..humm...tnggungjwb trasa spt melimpah ruah dr langit...yaAllah..ringan kn la beban hamba mu ini...huhu..klu sibling sa seramai 2 3 org ja xpe la...ni 10 org...adoi...nsb my sist da kwen...huhuhu...who next to get married???me??NOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~....im not ready yet...pls.....huhuhuhu i have to finish all my goal...calon da ada...ami la orgnyer....but we both not ready to that commitment...hehe..
ckp psl blik...tiket sa blm beli lg ni...mahal plak tu...adoi....huhuhu..klu la sa tau cm na mo cop duit...hahaha..berangan...adoi...rsanya...smpi cni ja ntk hri ni...wataniah pnya krja menanti ni..huhu
bai2..huhuh

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

kehilangan sesuatu yang nyata..


where are you...i know i can find it..but my confidence n toughness..my need..always say no..i hope i can have it before the end of the world..amin...

Vitamin C: Graduation(Friend Forever)


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